*… B L I S S – H A V E N …*

I know I haven’t blogged anything for a while again.

And I don’t have any reason this time,

I’m just being lazy

and all that plus there’s nothing interesting with my life right now.

I’m trying to get my normal life back, but its just almost impossible to have again.

I gave up on Josyl, I realized and proved that she doesn’t care what I feel.

She doesn’t care even for just a bit.

It hurts yes but I can’t do anything about it.

I still have my fake smile anyways.

About Gerald, as always I miss him more every second.

I’m trying to hold on though, so he should be proud of me.

He better should! leaving me alone is not really what I expected for him to do but it’s God’s will, and maybe my friends are right, I just can’t do anything about it other than to cry.

Somehow happy side now

last day, me, Trixy and Queenie had an overnight stay at the beach.

It was soo sudden, we were supposed to go to an inland resort but we end up going to the beach.

It was fun though.

And also I saw a nice survey from sis Vanesa’s bloggie. It’s pretty interesting soo, I answered it and reposted it. It’s a bit long but worthy enough to post just before two-O-O-nine ends.

( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else’s heart
( ) had a stalker
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistleto

Other…
( ) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
( ) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you

In 2009 I…
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
( ) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
( ) left the country
(x) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
(x) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
( ) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
(x) had someone close to you die
( ) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
(x) went to the beach with your best friends
( ) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people

4 comments »

gretch Says:

December 24th, 2009 at 10:01 am

Aww sis you sounds so sad… Cheerup. *hugs*
that survey thingy sounds interesting..maybe I’ll try it too?
Have a Merry Christmas
xoxo

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Pearl Says:

December 24th, 2009 at 10:33 am

aww pareho tayo sis. Wala talaga akong magawa this Christmas break and I really miss my damn friends already haha But its okay, ilang days nalang back to school na naman. Pareho din tayo sis. This year I’ve had my heart broken and broke someone else’s heart too. Okay lang yan. Sana this new year di na tayo makaka-experience ng heartbreak Merry Christmas sis!